walk through the world

The adults will tell you to stop looking for the spark. To settle for stability and companionship. But, I don't think i can sit next to someone on the dinner table for the rest of my life talking only about my day. There needs to be unsaid communication. The sarcasm that doesn't go unnoticed. The testing that don't stop . That chemistry that you can't find from just a good resume. 

What are you afraid of? Having to do with love I mean. "He asked me, his eyes staring at me. I pulled from his gaze and turned up to the sky.  I'm afraid that one day, I won't find someone who loves me for who I am. I am afraid that may be someone won't ever love the way l laugh or the way my eye light , like in all the poems and stories. Maybe I'm scared that what I am isn't enough or maybe it's too much. I'm afraid that if I trying to be more than I am, I won't be loved by anyone.  i don't show a lot people who I actually on the inside and I'm afraid that if I do, no one will ever love me. He looked away, staring at his shoes. "Me too".

I came here to be warriors the transformation begins. when i decide my heart find the warrior in me. Embrace the warrior in me. Find that warrior because it is there waiting to be born.